> red faces

a long and exceptionally casual shoot day. did quite a bit of shopping (where else but IKEA? HAH) and lottsa laughter in studio. had a good late dinner with peeps down at changi village and got my "first" taste of beer (again, after a gawddamned long time) and walked thru the hawker centre with a reddened face ... must have looked like "Zhong1 Kui2" (*famed ghost catcher in chinese folklore) sial! muahahahaha *hick* ... and now im home at 11pm, contemplating whether or not to go out again, to join production peeps for another drink (or two) ... and with an early day tomorrow (not shoot, but settting/dressing location), i must be out of my frickkin' mind to even consider going out in my state *bleh* ... but i is horny like fuck "chee hong" (*kissin'up ladies' asses*) and when im in this particular state, there are gawddammed pathetic things i might potientially do; which might eventually end up hurting myself ... so much for "living for the moment, huh?"

*bleh*

dammit.

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update 330am
i think tis best i remain single for a while longer ... *sob* ...