put up or shut up
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the truth of the matter is; this is a cut'n'paste-blog, written in composition-style and with words running dry ... let's break it down, shall we?
[1] "my words have left me" = this phrase has been going thru my blogmind for quite a few weeks now. multiple entries started but never finished, most times banished to oblivion (that which is the trash-bin) and this lingering thought festers thru both my conscious and subconscious blog-life - for i feel no words rambling forth now, as it did before (when i first started thisblogging-"fiasco" blog), altho the desire and need to "express" burns dangerously still ... but in the end, the "create post"-page is left wanting but for second/third-hand online news (and mayhap this flimsy entry).
but i recognize this is a "choice". for i've decided not to wallow in anguish (for which words flowed smoother, go figure) and even the "politics" of the "local blogosphere" ... instead to concentrate on the "more positive aspects of online-life" (for whatever tis worth anyways :p).
[2] this actually occured to me just last week: i am a composition-writer. like in secondary-school, where your teacher asks you to write a 500-worded essay on, say; "Your Favourite Food" ... and off i go in my longwindedness and verbal-diahorrea ... but then again, that's how i write and until i get enlightenment or get jolted with new brainwaves - this'll be how things go for now ...
[3] this has become more of a "cut and paste"-blog. a "new term" i've "discovered", which describes exactly what this blog has "evolved into". long-lingering self-anguish, bile and venom - has been replaced with snippets of news and information, gathered and sponged-up from other online entities, "featured" here, for my personal reference and gratification and hopefully, everyone else's spectacle and enjoyment (?) ... and until i get to have "first hand news"? = a cut'n'paste-blog this shall be ...
and now? i have a brain-full of thoughts and feelings i want to unleash upon the cyberworld, yet again ... but i hesitate ... i do not want to "sanitze" my thoughts and words ... or maybe i could start another blog? *hhhhhmmmmm* ... in the end, i reckon tis "put up or shut up" - so we shall see what '06 might bring us/me, eh? *heh*
(*Disclaimer: this entry is not a reaction to any external source, just me mind mumbling-forth and is not directed at anyone at all in particular, really! *heh*)
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the truth of the matter is; this is a cut'n'paste-blog, written in composition-style and with words running dry ... let's break it down, shall we?
[1] "my words have left me" = this phrase has been going thru my blogmind for quite a few weeks now. multiple entries started but never finished, most times banished to oblivion (that which is the trash-bin) and this lingering thought festers thru both my conscious and subconscious blog-life - for i feel no words rambling forth now, as it did before (when i first started this
but i recognize this is a "choice". for i've decided not to wallow in anguish (for which words flowed smoother, go figure) and even the "politics" of the "local blogosphere" ... instead to concentrate on the "more positive aspects of online-life" (for whatever tis worth anyways :p).
[2] this actually occured to me just last week: i am a composition-writer. like in secondary-school, where your teacher asks you to write a 500-worded essay on, say; "Your Favourite Food" ... and off i go in my longwindedness and verbal-diahorrea ... but then again, that's how i write and until i get enlightenment or get jolted with new brainwaves - this'll be how things go for now ...
[3] this has become more of a "cut and paste"-blog. a "new term" i've "discovered", which describes exactly what this blog has "evolved into". long-lingering self-anguish, bile and venom - has been replaced with snippets of news and information, gathered and sponged-up from other online entities, "featured" here, for my personal reference and gratification and hopefully, everyone else's spectacle and enjoyment (?) ... and until i get to have "first hand news"? = a cut'n'paste-blog this shall be ...
and now? i have a brain-full of thoughts and feelings i want to unleash upon the cyberworld, yet again ... but i hesitate ... i do not want to "sanitze" my thoughts and words ... or maybe i could start another blog? *hhhhhmmmmm* ... in the end, i reckon tis "put up or shut up" - so we shall see what '06 might bring us/me, eh? *heh*
(*Disclaimer: this entry is not a reaction to any external source, just me mind mumbling-forth and is not directed at anyone at all in particular, really! *heh*)
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