> contradict thee

i don't want to go anywhere
i long to be everywhere

i yearn to be alone
i want to belong

i want to do nothing at all
i'm dying to do every gawddamned thing that comes to my fcuking mind

i need to start working and earn a living
i don't want to give a muthaflyinfcuk about money

i want to fester and rot
i wish to dream and create

i want to stone
i need to dream

i want to stand-up and gogogo
i need to lie down and sleep

i need to sleep
i yearn to stay awake forever

i want to love
and to be loved in return


(another blast from the past, first posted on multiply on 7th March 2005 - and i still feel the same. daymn = looks like i might be mining shitte from me past to repost here - if the mood remains the same tho ... life on a perpetual perverted carousel going round-and-round; running on empty and my mind'slegs are tired ...)