> open arms

/ i can't read "signs" anymore. i can't open my mouth and be charming anymore (NOT that i ever was ever, innit? muahahahaha *PUI*) i can't even discern what is real or my imagination-on-overdrive anymore (even tho tis been said in my face point blank not to "overthink" things) ... wahlaneh! = i feel like a teenage fool again leh, nahbey! *PUI*

dun wanna play no games. dun wanna run around no phantom bushes. /