> create thyself

thy heart pounds fast and furious a faint whisper of rebellion of thy fates thumbing thy nose up at destiny i cower beneath thy false indifference and hope and wishwishwish for brighter days to come but i hold thy heart's breath for nothing is ever certain for both fate and destiny might still have their sweet wicked revenge yet i cower once more into thine cocoontomb and darkdreamdwellings of thine void and detach thyself i try i try and distract thyself i try i try and this is what i can only create ...

thine heart beats a twinge of pride simple as it may seem tis the better of thy sum total in recent memories a new challenge a new form a new outlet i distract thyself i try i try and my heart throbs harder faster still and i am scared still i am.