> blissed out

been blissing out on indulgence. and the feeling is both warm with a tinge of hesitation and pure plain candysweet. coupled with moments of self-reflection and earnest happiness, i wallow within the embrace of a warm sunshine smile that'll melt at any given moment. i like this feeling.

hope given a new pulsing lease of life, the pitterpatter of the heart given into the fluttering of a beautiful butterfly parade and the day seemed so short now ... and i hanker for more, but i maintain my silence and intention, for fear of muddling it with unneccessary complications ... or mayhap im thinking too much into it again? but at the very least, it's making me think, beyond myself and i smile another silent smile within my hollowed heart and cracked dry lips; dry no more, moistened by a sweetness that lingers still ... and the image is like an additional cornea, faint with every vision i see ... and my heart beats faster and with purpose now ... a strange but familiar feeling, after all this time ... and as un-ready as i am, i embrace it still and keep it warm i will i will i will ...

tis a beautiful thursday night ... i smile ...