> uncompleted vignettes (yet again)
as per titled, a coupla uncompleted entries, these past few vaccant blogdays ... and tis something i've been considering; for the direction (or iz that "misdirection"?) of this blog of former woe = why complete the entries, when they've yet to run their entire course? heh ... onwards!
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SPRINGED STEPS
walking the thin hairline between fantasy and reality, i wonder when it be when i fall? ... but i realize; why should i be waiting to fall? self-fulfilling prophecies are indeed very potent and the power of the subconscious is not to be trifled with ... and so i resolve to be happy, to strive and fight for happiness; in whatever shape, form or manifestation, in every nook and crannied corner, in every embrace and moments of tenderness ... and which ever the journey that the fates have decreed and shall take me ... for i will have to go either way, innit? shouldn't i? should i? and there's a spring in my every step that i can hardly ignore, and with every step my heart gets heavier and i welcome the weight so ...
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SODA POPPED
tis strange i have been able to go without nicotine for the past 2 days ... altho with craving bouts of decadence withdrawal, i must admit - mostly after meals; a regular habit amongst the smokers' elite (and of coz i glam it up so *bleh* ;p)
"Fan4 Hou4 Yi4 Gen1 Yen1, Quai4 Ler4 Jai4 Ren2 Jian1"
"a cigarette after a meal; is happiness in this mortal world" ... or sumthing like that lar :p
and lately i've been partial to Earl Grey Tea (da horror) and way loads of plain water at night (which further neccessitates my lack of sleep, with the constant need to go pee-pee, innit?) ... and suddenly, my personal sphere ofmindless harmful decadence influence had been invaded and tis a good thing, i insist ... less cigarettes = good ... less soda-pop = a long way to go ... heh :)
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and that's about it, really ... been a turbulent and fantabulous past week, tho i can nary find the "proper" voice to blog about them ... with only snippets of words spewed forth and ironically, i find blogging about it all, a tad "unneccessary" now ... but then again, i have been away from ye ol' trusty Mac past week hence ... and as i roll back into my old life; given a newer lease of life (as it were), i ponder about a planned break from blogging, once i hit me birthday ... but we shall see ... promise not what you could do ... just blardy do it, innit?
... or not ...? :)
BRB
... ... ...
SPRINGED STEPS
walking the thin hairline between fantasy and reality, i wonder when it be when i fall? ... but i realize; why should i be waiting to fall? self-fulfilling prophecies are indeed very potent and the power of the subconscious is not to be trifled with ... and so i resolve to be happy, to strive and fight for happiness; in whatever shape, form or manifestation, in every nook and crannied corner, in every embrace and moments of tenderness ... and which ever the journey that the fates have decreed and shall take me ... for i will have to go either way, innit? shouldn't i? should i? and there's a spring in my every step that i can hardly ignore, and with every step my heart gets heavier and i welcome the weight so ...
... ... ...
SODA POPPED
tis strange i have been able to go without nicotine for the past 2 days ... altho with craving bouts of decadence withdrawal, i must admit - mostly after meals; a regular habit amongst the smokers' elite (and of coz i glam it up so *bleh* ;p)
"Fan4 Hou4 Yi4 Gen1 Yen1, Quai4 Ler4 Jai4 Ren2 Jian1"
"a cigarette after a meal; is happiness in this mortal world" ... or sumthing like that lar :p
and lately i've been partial to Earl Grey Tea (da horror) and way loads of plain water at night (which further neccessitates my lack of sleep, with the constant need to go pee-pee, innit?) ... and suddenly, my personal sphere of
... ... ...
and that's about it, really ... been a turbulent and fantabulous past week, tho i can nary find the "proper" voice to blog about them ... with only snippets of words spewed forth and ironically, i find blogging about it all, a tad "unneccessary" now ... but then again, i have been away from ye ol' trusty Mac past week hence ... and as i roll back into my old life; given a newer lease of life (as it were), i ponder about a planned break from blogging, once i hit me birthday ... but we shall see ... promise not what you could do ... just blardy do it, innit?
... or not ...? :)
BRB
