to live on in a sanitized realm

and in the end, t'was a basturdized offspring of Option [A]; that became Option [D] ... and hence;
the status quo has mutated morphed into yet another aspect of my own delusional cyberbile online persona entity (a more "sanitized" one) ... tho that might not always be the case, but i endeavour to at least "try" ... and in time the pleasantries and second/third-hand news will fill this blogsphere wif happy whistles and cheeky-smirks; NOT!

*heh*

tho while there ain't no popcorn parade with sprinkled-fairiedust going-ons, it'll at the very least be "more entertaining" (at least to me lar) altho tis fcukin' obvious im running out of positive action words... but we shall see ... and while them nasties are still kept in the dusty storeroom out back, the doors ain't nailed shut. yet.

it hadn't been an easy "decision". jostling with different schools of mindfcuks personal opinions (dude on my left shoulder and the other on my right), eventually a saner and clearer recourse prevailed ... or at least i'd like to think so anyways ... and this here blog is one of the last places i've touched after alla my too-many-other online realms which have since gone under the blunt scalpel.

but maybe the stakes shouldn't have been be so high, innit? tis after all a finite entity/space (as much as peeps might argue this point, just imagine if the power goes out ~ then how infinite can it all be? IMHO), weighed against the human condition and each individuals' tolerance level, isn't it? well, one thing's for sure, i'd still be blowing hot air, innit? *hyukhyuk*

heck, at least i didn't commit blog-seppuku ... or attempt to raze everything to the ground ...
at least not for now let's get on with the gettin' on, shall we?

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