tis not meant to be

... spent over an hour typing up some emo self-reflective shitte instead of sleeping a new entry, to find it gone; when i "published" it ~ with nary a fcukin'whimper (okay to be fair, there still was a-third left of the original after attempting "recovery post" knnbccb) ... and i reckon tis not meant to be ...

maybe i should just keep to the new "introductory to new thingies"-style (as of recent entries), rather than pour my roadkillsoul over the dustied-cyber-tarmac, innit? ... BAH.


~ ITZ A SIGN, i tell youse! ~

and suddenly i have a deadline today; for a new gig ... for which i know ima gonna blow it ~ if i dun drag me socks up and do what needs to be done (irregardless of the consequences) ... and life doesn't really offer you a reprieve when you need it, does it? (and no, i ain't blaming "life" on me woes. heh) anyways, self-serving/soul-baring is so passe now innit? BAH time to get down to it!

but first? *sleep* ~ the only thing that is true now ... g'nite.

zzz